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Sundown, And I Finally Looked Up

Sundown, And I Finally Looked Up

August 13, 2009

Don’t know if I’ll win the award for best site, but today I win the award for Wicked Witch (rhymes with) of the West. It’s a title I carry sometimes too often and sometimes monthly (down to the calendar). I yelled at everyone, even the Walgreen’s lady (how dare she ask me for my member card that I forgot somewhere at home!).

It was not a good day, and certainly not a Peace, Love and Momminess day. If you think I’m the calm, zen, got-it-all-figured-out mama, you don’t know me. PLM is a mission, a goal, the gold star I aspire for and remind myself to possess.

It wasn’t until the kids went to dinner with their dad, and I had some time with the fun Noel of Bosh Images that I settled and sipped my Lemon Drop (my new fave drink thanks to the swank and swell Suz Broughton) that I started to resemble a normal, sane human being again.

Then upon driving home, I looked up, saw this gorgeous glimpse of sun and realized I missed the whole amazing day and the much bigger picture. I wonder if everyone saw it but me. If only I would have looked up, I might have stood a chance.

My night was topped off by walking in the front door and seeing my sweet yellow Lab’s face, who looked at me like he knew how I acted, he heard me, but still loved me. It was that look that saw The Better versus the Witch (yes, rhymes with).

Thank God for sunsets. For Labs. And for tomorrows. Think I’ll wake up, walk the dog with the kids, and see what is the farthest object away that we can see.

Love this…totally hit the right nerve for me today.


Posted by RW  on  08/13  at  07:56 PM

Your icky day ended so beautiful, I can totally relate!!!  Had a day like that 2 days ago.  I always remind myself “This to shall pass.” A good healthy diversion (like u did going out with your friend) always helps.  On my icky day, I packed up my son in the jogger and took a 4 mile walk through the mountains of Telluride.  Not a care in the world when we were done.  My reward: a giant iced Americano, my drink of choice!!!


Posted by Marla Meridith  on  08/14  at  03:57 AM

Glad I’m not alone. Thanks for the comments.wink This motherhood thing ain’t always easy, eh? Must remember: downtime, especially when I’m all revved up. Deb


Posted by Debbie  on  08/14  at  09:28 AM

oh boy, do you have a way of putting things into words or what. loved the read, loved the drinks, but most of all loved the chat. did you know i was looking forward to that slowdown time starting at 12. thanks again deb, maybe you don’t feel the peace and love, but you definitely radiate that to others!


Posted by Noel  on  08/14  at  10:00 AM

I think we all have those kind of days, whether we have kids or not. One of my favorite book series and movies was Anne of Green Gables. Anne said, “Tomorrow is always fresh with no mistakes in it.” I love that. And I love that when we have those days we can see the beauty in life in the simple things.


Posted by Elaina  on  09/28  at  03:22 PM

Love that quote, Elaina. Thanks for relating. I’m right with you in seeing the immeasurable beauty in the simple things. Let’s stay open to that together.


Posted by Debbie  on  09/28  at  06:36 PM

Definitely!


Posted by Elaina  on  10/02  at  01:16 AM

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Everyday I hope to be a little more like my yellow lab, Teddy. He loves everything, everybody, and is only occasionally stressed by escalators.

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